BLIND date...

I walk in streets without my cane

Nomadic on the colors of visual pain

Virgin skin of a gullible safe coat

My mind hoping for days without loath

 

Suddenly a miracle appeared in my identity

A flash of hope within – a curiosity

My prayers, my desire, my dream, my faith

All of a sudden I feel its worth the wait

 

A lady with open mind and innocent grin

With questions “where have you been?”

A diverse being, a different culture

An eminent soul, a heart so pure

 

Then dawn breaks, suddenly a sight

A visual fantasy, I caress the light

Swiftly I see the colors that I just once memorized

Akin to bliss, delusion, veneration mesmerized

 

But lightning strike my window to fantasy

I woke up, it was only a dream, never was a reality

I should have known best that it was only another sham

I should have known best it was a transparent scam

A devious world, a wrong panorama

Facts of life are full of depraved drama

Now that I had a glimpse of what can be seen

I’d rather be blind again, with harmony of silence I keen

 

I walk in streets without my cane

Nomadic on the colors of visual pain

Virgin skin of a gullible safe coat

My mind hoping for days without loath

FIRE AND ICE

Warmth soul of the fickle strife afar from touch of soft hands

The flame of dawn scene echoes beneath the foreign lands

Cold period of yearning a piece to this entire existence

Wintry voice of a tired soul a word of persistence

 

Hot stroke of mourn with every note that lingers the ear

Hammy furred the delicate skin with whisper – I am here

Icy days of bemused questions… of wonder… of lust

Moist the mirror it fades it dissolves it shows the trust

 

Drunk as drunk in the tavern of jovial and two sex

Unconscious minds laid in a mat of king hex

NC – founding the Fire of trouble……… ice of strife

Oblivious veneration we eat, we moan, we survive life

WAHABAHADI...

It’s not a bad idea after all

That you chose to be with me

It’s not a bad idea after all

That you chose to love me

Cause come to think of it

We were the opposite

Come to think of it

We almost did quit

Come to think of it

You didn’t like me, and I didn’t like you

But look at us now, so happy together

Look at us now, can’t live without each other

Its not a bad idea after all

That you I chose to be with you

Its not a bad idea after all

That I chose to love you

Cause come to think of it

You’re not even sweet

Come to think it

I hated your wit

Come to think of it

I didn’t like you, and you didn’t like me

But look at us now, so happy together

Look at us now, can’t live without each other

if you love me, call me...

What is amiss that is so hard to recognize

The appraise that is so sheer in your eyes

What is the signal that lingers in the mind

The thought that was acutely kind

 

Where is the smoke of the burning blaze

The tie that agreed to be gripped amidst the daze

Where is the fusion of warmth sentiment

The reason to hold this oblivious excitement

 

Why baffle between angels and demons

The cause of entirely hazed confusions

Why mirror behind an old distorted thought

The rationale in arrears all these was brought

 

When will the sincere conversation ensue

The last sign of a fairy tale coming true

When is the ultimate awaited kiss

The answer to what will make dawn bliss….

Beautiful Stranger

Your eyes trailed my shadow as I entered the room

I walked without a heed straight to be loom

 

I had my gulps and you had yours

Separate index but there was a force

 

Drawn to your presence I was magnetized

Risk of pride rolled like a dice

 

Banter was exchanged by our sounds

With pranks and laughs we shared common grounds

 

You adored my voice and my witty charm

The moment was faultless, spicy without a harm

 

With hope, faith and a thousand smiles we left the noisy corner

If it’s meant to be we will meet again… my Beautiful Stranger

HOAXY THE CLOWN

With all your drama, with all your shticks

The actions you make are full of tricks

With all your touch, with all your lies

Damn you were an imp in disguise

 

With all your yells, with all your story

Now I see you as nothing but a phony

With all your swindles, with all your acts

I said “What the fuck? ” None of them were facts

 

With all your laugh, with all your evil grin

Its deception, being vain is a sin

Go to hell you stupid clown

May the rest of your life be full of frown….

WORTH

You called me weak, you called me a fool

You called me idiot you used me as a tool

You read my utterance you ask if it’s you

I answer who else, but nobody knew

 

You called me unstable, you called me broke

You called me impatient, my heart you poke

You question me every now and then

If I am just one of those pervert men

 

You called me savior, you called me true

You called me charming and I believed you

You say your worship, you say your care

With crying eyes on me you stare

 

You gave me faith, you gave me hope

All these you have whispered, made and wrote

You said you need time until your stable state

But you forgot to ask yourself “am I worth the wait?”

P.D.A.

Travelled late than what was agreed on

Met at the gate of the HIT's place

The crazy drove the aged sedan

Watching its visage was indeed fun

Arrived at the grand’s domicile

Was welcomed with veritable smile

Gobbled on the lovely fare

Happiness around in genuine share

Searched for the sand to settle down

Was looking for tipple for us to drown

Played along the shore of pleasure

Ecstasy surrounding the air was pure

Headed back, tired as hell

But extreme bliss was in the face all can tell

Had feast, had laughs, had cheers to say

That concludes the breathtaking P.D.A

2W…3M…1Y?

I cry myself to sleep

Close my ogle after the weep

Staring at your portrait is all I can do

It’s the closest thing to be beside you

 

I hold my buzz and look for your name

Tempted to call, its driving me insane

But I have to direct this draining will

And just wait for your move to feel

 

Two weeks, three months, one year…

Will you wait until I’m no longer here…

Will you just throw this delicate soul

But don’t you worry, I know I won’t be a sole…

 

I wish you well, this I’ll tell

I wish you bliss with every kiss

I pray that you will find what you’re looking for

All the best, all the hopes, all the open shore

M.A.ry...

In the still of the night
Her arms holding me so tight
Her skin sliding mine
Her eyes stared like the stars shine

Her mouth swallowed
The tongue followed
Her wet lips I taste
My hands on her face

She leaked and bit my neck
With thousands of petty pecks
Her hands grabbed my chest
Her temptation was more than a test

She held my delicate means
Interleave in her frail flower
We danced with formidable grace
Passion, fervour, adoration was our shower

We lounged on our backs
On my shoulder she rested
Closed our eyes with beams
I cry... Damn I’ve been molested....

ENOUGH

Enough thinking, enough reflection

Enough waiting for that certain indication         

Enough doubts for crying out loud

Enough searching for the dawning of a cloud

Enough pain, stop being insane

Enough asking is he more than a name

Enough trying, enough playing hide and seek

Enough closing that door, “I love you” you should speak...

MAKING THE CHOICE...

Start with what you like, make the hike, get off your bike…

Look at the stars, don’t put any bars, forget all scars…

Listen to the breeze, feel the mist, let go of all disease…

Smell the scent with the silence of lent, don’t say you can’t…

Feel the warmth without harm, stare at its overwhelming charm...

Achieve the make believe – follow what the heart conceive…

Love the bold, arms to hold, make it the Greatest story ever told…

Piano, cards, songs with K ii S

After labor we went straight to the domicile

Chilled, smoked had a yak

Gave a choice, the living or the cradle

Without a doubt, the cradle is the space to slack

 

Sat, laid, while the piano was played

Watched, thought, while veneration was fought

Rehearsed, converse in the still of the night

Spades, flowers, diamonds, hearts below the room’s light

 

Called, ordered waited for the rations

Laughed, frowned, thinking of questions

Washed, consumed, drank, washed again

Eyes, hands, skin, a touch pretend

 

Listened, adored, searching for a song

Found, sang, desired it lasted long

Swayed, played to the hymns that will miss

Knuckles, plans, trips, double smiles, all done with a K ii S

TAKE ME AWAY

What are you looking for, why the wait?

Who told you to leave it all to faith?

I might be gone, I might pass away

“It’s not meant to be,” is that what you’ll say?

 

Time is but a measurement

An excuse for fools

You wonder, you wish, you hope

Or those are just statements, part of your usual tools

 

Be brave, be strong

This is real, this is the dream coming true

Enough doubts, enough thinking twice

Soon you’ll know, my kind is even less than two

 

I will wait, I might have patience

For a day, for weeks, for months come what may

Make that call, make that reposition

Just cry… take me away!!!

K ii S

In the midst of dilemma

In the hour of pain

Comes along K ii S

It made me sane

 

Gave the smile to my face

Frowns erased

Held my tender

My heart now is better

 

With stolen moments

With limited time

It hunts for my smile

A treasure in my file

 

I express thanks

For the judgeless trust

Will hope it’ll last forever

Forever I’ll stay with K ii S is a must.

Never never Land

With moon and stars a sign of hope

The rush of skin felt again

The hand of life held once more

The lips of faith brushes my ZEN…

 

Allowing entirety to be hurt

Falling to the arms of despise

Inducement made me dream

Just to wake up, realize its malevolent disguise…

 

Sun shines then the rendezvous rescinds

Patent façade of the dreadful hint

Lies pass thru my psyche and soul

The beauty was a beast heads up, dark as coal…

 

Heaven sent, description for DAWN

From 288 lasses and comrades

The chap that all males want to be

The dream that all girls want to more than see…

 

The fresh glass of water, the ice in fire

In a dreadful dessert, in hell

The seraph which they plead for

Too good to be true, the perfume of heaven they smell…

 

Amidst the praises, amidst the hail

Amidst the optimism, amidst the fairytale

The Hit with twist frowns

Pretentious, facades of a clown

 

Track of tears seems translucent

The long for life always on the breeze

All the hymns, the keys of ebony and ivory

These are cries, these are bemoans of wish

 

Until the next dream not a care how long

Until the faith is felt, touching the sand

Please be true, don’t push, don’t lie

Take the hand… walk to never never land……

STAND

Will I see the stars at night

Will I see the sun shine bright

Since you’ve been gone

I can’t go on with my life

Anything you ask I’ll do

I made you smile when you’re down too

When you said Good bye

I wish you’d come back

Cause I cant go on my own

I can’t go on trying to be strong

I tried to please you, care and understand you

And I don’t know what else I have to do.

To stand you…

You were my earth, you were my life

You were my everything, my strength and my pride

Now I’m here waiting, for you to come back

Left here crying, on my own

Now I’ll try to go on my own

I’ll try to go on and be strong

Will try not to please you, care and understand you

I know what else I have to do..

To stand you…..

Had a hard time sleeping, searching for the reason

Why you’ve change and why you stop caring

I held on, but you moved on

So much for your heart of Stone…

Now I will go on, on my own

I will go on, I will be strong

Don’t need to please you, care and understand you

I know what I’m gonna do

To stand you….

Everafter…..

We see our grandparents grow old together, laughing with us in a family reunion, from a distance sharing the pleasure of a domestic bequest.  We all unconsciously spot the fairytale that they are experiencing and that we whisper in our wits “they’re living happily ever after.”

Hidden inside those façade of bliss were the track of tears that we never saw, the dilemmas that made them worry once upon a time, the villains that they once faced using their swords of patience and understanding, the flame throwing dragons that they crushed using their shields of perseverance.   

But they survived – together. 

They have endured the tribulations that they never imagined happening. 

They crawled to surpass those spiked fences, by holding on to each other, giving a tight grip to ones hand and tolerated the bashes.

They made adversaries and critics swallow all their words, by staying true to themselves and their feelings. 

They have proven that amongst the three things that last in this world, faith, hope and love……

The greatest is love.